Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Cancelled

I went in today for my first monitoring appointment and my unlucky streak struck once more.

I have another polyp. A big ole uterine polyp swinging in my endometrial fluids. Son of a B_____!

This is my second one. I had one removed in 2008. So, now I stop all injections and wait for the wicked AF. Then it is on to a D&C, hopefully in the first week of November, and then start all over again. Big Bummer! Yeah-happy birthday to me!

The waiting will never end. I can see now that I was just born to wait...Six years is not enough time for me..noooo, I must wait for the rest of my life! WTF!

No July baby for me, September maybe.

Good news is that it won't affect the fact that I am using grant money, as long as I complete the cycle by March I should be okay, which is a huge relief, because if I didn't have the grant, there wouldn't be another attempt.

Excuse me while I crawl in a dark hole for a while

3 comments:

  1. aww I am so sad to hear that! Just think of it as prep work for your beautiful baby. Its better to fix things now rather then it hinder your chance of success. If you need anything or want to just talk I am always here.

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  2. I am sorry for the delay in your cycle. I am sure you are beyond anticipation. Keep your chin up and stay positive! Thanks for the kind words and for the blog award. I love meeting new folks online and I will continue to follow you through your journey, regardless of the vomiting! :)

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  3. I'm sorry for the crappy news. I wish you didn't have to hear that, but I'm glad they caught it now.

    Thanks for your support recently and for my blog award.

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